I
have been thinking of you lately, quite often.
You have come to me and others so sweetly with love and purity from your soul's spirit.
Yes little one you are still on our minds.
I don't think, that in one way or another, I haven't remembered you.
We are strangers by sight , but connected by our spirits in eternal bond. Yes, you have been on my mind. I smile when I remember you and when I see your picture in so many places and ways.
The pictures at your mom and dad's home.
Yes, it is you Melissa, that I remember. You and I, are strangers on this Earth Mother, and yet we have met many times.
You see, your mom, Tammy , she has talked of you so many times. With tears in her eyes and tears on her heart.
And yes even in her Spirit tears as well. But you have helped her so much.
You have used others to Guide her. This I feel and know. You know she still mourns, but it is in a good way now, mostly. There are still hard times for her, but you know this, for you were with her then, and will be there for eternity.
Now it is your dad, Donald that speaks of you often, but mostly to himself and to you and the Creator.
He holds himself well, meaning, he doesn't show the terrible pain of losing you.
He keeps that well hidden, and in the weakness of the moment, he too cries. Yes, the man has the feelings as well. But you know that, as do I. Each time, that I am driving as a passenger with your mom or dad, that I always seem when they pass the church cemetery, that they use the sign of cross for you.
Yes, Melissa, for you *S*. Help your father, to open up a little more, so his heart can be lifted of the emotion's weight.
We know Melissa, that the tears and feelings need to be let go at times. It is good this way.
So maybe, Place your hand on his heart and help him a little, from time to time, for he needs you too *S*.
Your Brother, Preston, Well in his own way, as you know, he too hurts. Perhaps in a way he has not yet understood why he feels the sadness and heavy heart as well.
But you know this, and the rest as well. For his bond with you, can never be broken as well. Yes, he loves you too.
As for me, well you know, my Heart, Mind and Spirit. What I write and think here, you know I speak the truth.
I too, miss you, for we have crossed paths more than once. So with what I have thought and written here, these words.
Thank you for listening and watch over your family and if you get the chance,watch over me too *S*
